Merry Christmas...

...and a Happy New Year.

Aw,i can't remember the last time i was on this...

But maybe i should update it.

I suppose blogs reflect on people...this one shows that im never bothered with anything.

Oh if only my mind was a typewriter...

I think this lack of energy is due to:

-Me being anaemic. (I've always denied it when people point out my paleness,but this constant tiredness is worrying.)

- People's lack of enthusiasm. Im up for anything...most of the time. It's the way to go, if you want an exciting life.

I prefer to think about things...instead of trying to explain them to you.

I will though,one day.

(All you have to do is ask...)

Arctic monkeys were as good as i expected them to be.

Everything else not so much.

Oh Alex...

Placebo too.

Lovely,i didnt know Brian was that old though.

You can really see it on his face...

Im going to Paris tomorrow.

Im hoping it will clear my mind about a few things bothering me at the moment...

Hopefully i can enjoy myself.

And fall in love again.

I really need time off.

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Why cry when you can laugh?

Why die when you can live?

Why hate when you can love?

Au revoir.

xox

505

Wow...

Im going to see my heroes tomorrow :)

CANNOT WAIT.

Love.Love.Love.

You always make me feel good about myself and you dont even have to try.

xox

23.11.

Yesterday i figured out what love is.



The weather lately has been absolutely horrible. These storms. I wonder what it could mean...
So I've been blown away so many times...now i just stay in.


Well but i had to go to town yesterday...bought some things,got some fresh air,got a Starbucks.
I love that lovely Starbucks on Dame street. Memories.
Also the guy behind the counter always asks me how i am that day...or tries to make some sort of conversation.
I enjoy it. The fact that he actually remembers me...and is just simply friendly.
:)



So as i was standing at the bus stop...waiting for my bus,sipping on my half cold,dark cherry mocha...i was just thinking about things and people,as i do.
And then it hit me. We love people for their characteristics...funny,beautiful,caring,polite...etc
But that's not true love...because someone could be really funny, but be very selfish...and then you wouldnt like them. I know i wouldnt.

But that's not the point.
The point is...that true love is falling for people's imperfections.
It's liking the little things...like their clumsiness...them always being late...lack of cooking skills.
The way they walk,bad jokes...
Yes you might find it annoying,but if you're willing to put up with it...it means you care enough about that person.

And eventually you find that you wouldnt want them any other way.


xox

11th of the 11th?

I like my orange juice cold
and
my ice cream melted.




I also enjoy his voice.
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Much love.
and
Goodnight.

xox

Yes?

I was just looking out the window...at the grey sky,the wet pavement and the trees fighting the wind.

When an idea came to me...

This weather is probably making everyone feel miserable at the moment.

So why not try and make them smile,at least for a minute?:)

Im starting this thing..."Smile :) because..."

And im going to try and come up with positive things to cheer people up and to let them know someone's thinking about them...

I know it probably sounds real silly,but i'll see how it goes.

Wish me luck,i could be on to something good :D

xox

Thursdays are blue.

You know when you feel sick,because of something that your mind can't handle...?



I haven't been on this a while. I waste my life away doing nothing,not even this.


Lately:
-I've gotten better at guitar,and it makes me happy.
-I've found a lovely book (or should i say it found me?) It made me think about things.
It's about a guy,who as he would say it: "I am an Alcoholic, a drug Addict, a Criminal"
It's the most amazing book ever. It's not one of them "drugs are bad for you" books.
It's a totally different perspective. I can't get enough of his open mind. I wish everyone was like that. It would make life so much easier,if everyone said what they wanted to say.

-I've lost hope in ever getting the guy i want...it's usually the ones that i don't like that throw themselves at me.
He couldn't care less about me...



-I've never been sure about what i want to do in college...but since reading that book, Im considering following my dream and seeing how it works out for me.
Psychology,philosophy,sociology...?
There's nothing more fascinating to me than a person's mind.
Their feelings,their problems,their life...



*I always listen to Bon Iver when im upset...(his voice just calms me down)
As im doing so now...i really dont know how im supposed to be feeling at the moment. I dont want to think about anything.




I hope you're happy.
Cause that's all that matters to me.

Update.

Oh i've been so tired these days...

News:

-I started guitar lessons last thursday (17th Sept)
Im psyched! I can't believe Im actually doing it.
(I've been putting it off for a long time now)

- The homework keeps getting bigger and harder...
Why did i decide to become rebelious this year?:D

- Autumn is finally here.
I love autumn. But never get a chance to enjoy it. It always flies by!
Hopefully i will this year...the leaves are falling off already.


- Im going to a gig this sunday!! Im so excited! :D (as always)
I'll try and post a blog on it...


- Yesterday,when i was getting home from guitar,there was a lady with 15 boxes of cornflakes on the bus. I wonder what she's going to do with them...


- I've switched onto milky tea...because i need sleep so coffee's out of the question ( though i do drink it every chance i get :D) and because i think that, that dark, strong tea will make my teeth all ugly and brown. (It's a fact!)


- So much to do so little time...and all i wanna do is sleep.


Thank you and Goodnight!

Yes, You can.

How do you achieve real confidence?

You walk away from those that don't listen and
You go for what You want.

I walked through a crowd of schoolboys playing football,

keeping my head up

(and trying to breathe)

and sat down where I wanted to sit.

On my own.

The sun shone and the sky was blue.

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Self-confidence.

-a feeling of trust in one’s abilities, qualities, and judgement.

If I could do that, I can do anything.

-xox

Sweet dreams.

You are the dream,

And I'm the reality.

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Do we ever get what we want?

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(P.S. I really hope that couple doesn't mind...they made such a lovely picture.)

♥

Diamonds are forever,

Sparkling round my little finger

Unlike men, the diamonds linger

Men are mere mortals who

Are not worth going to your grave for.



I don't need love,

For what good can love do me?

Diamonds never lie to me,

For when love's gone, they'll luster on.

...so i decided i'll start with an intro.

Im a sucker for shopping,be it clothes,books or food.
I love coffee. Im quite addicted to it,to be honest. (Every time Im in town i'd go to Starbucks for a cup.) And i could stop,but i just don't want to. So i know how all you smokers feel :D
I don't smoke myself. I hate it. The smell makes me sick. (Sorry.)
My favourite colours would be blue,red and violet.
I wear a lot of blue myself and i like it when others wear red (or the other way around)
'cause then we match :D (I just made that up, I really dont mind :P)
I love going places and doing stuff. Town,cinema,parks,seaside,gigs...Im up for anything really.
At the moment Im really excited about going to this gig (All time low (: )
I really wanted to go and it sold out,and i got so upset,but then they put more tickets on sale and i couldn't be any happier! Im very easily excited to be honest.
Nearly everything excites me :D
Im a very happy person. Or so i try to be. Life's great. It's not perfect, but it's still great.
I can't help but smile at nearly everything. (Mostly when Im just so overly happy :D)
Im sorry to all the people who catch me grinning at them for no reason. I do tend to do that. (Maybe i like you?)
I love when people smile at me! Sometimes it might even make my day :)
So don't be shy...to be honest,don't ever be shy with me. That place's taken :D
Im really open. And i love when people are open with me too. About everything :)
Don't worry,Im good at keeping secrets ;)
Im a good listener too. I think. That's why i love psychology. I like making people happy. So i try to compromise as much as possible. But my stubbornness sometimes might get in the way :D
I can be either very forgetful or remember everything to the smallest detail. (Im just weird like that.)


I love meeting new people,though i can be REALLY shy at first. So please don't think Im being unsocialable. I am a bit on the quiet side, except for when im hyper. Then i do tend to talk a lot :D

I think that's about it. If you want to know more,please just ask.


I wear my heart on my sleeve,so please be nice!


xox

Hello Blog.

:)

I decided to start a blog. I don't know what i'm going to write here yet...or why.
But hopefully it's going to be something good!