Sunday, June 27, 2010
Oh dear...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Happy (late) Easter!
I sometimes wonder if people can read your mind...
It's just. Sometimes i think of things and then i see you doing them.
But i suppose if you could,you wouldn't just leave me alone on my sad days.
Wow. It's been a whole month.
I suppose i do barely get on this anymore.
Because surprise surprise i got a diary!
(Well i actually got a really nice notebook in Paris and decided to start a diary in it)
BECAAUUSEE...
I think I'm too open for my own good.
It's just you're not supposed to always to say things you think and i do,most of the time.
So I've decided to stop (not all people appreciate honesty...) and just put my mind on paper instead.
I must admit,i do get very emotional at times. So to spare everyone including myself, no one needs to know about it :)
I'm just like a match, i light up as quickly as i go out.
Oh by the way, major improvement in not caring so much! I'm trying my best not to let anyone get to me...I'm sick of always trying too hard for people who don't even care.
:)
P.S. I still like him... I wonder if I'll ever fully stop.
The best part is he'll never know for sure, or will he?
Monday, March 1, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Happy Valentine's Day!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Merry Christmas...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
505
Monday, November 23, 2009
23.11.
The weather lately has been absolutely horrible. These storms. I wonder what it could mean...
So I've been blown away so many times...now i just stay in.
Well but i had to go to town yesterday...bought some things,got some fresh air,got a Starbucks.
I love that lovely Starbucks on Dame street. Memories.
Also the guy behind the counter always asks me how i am that day...or tries to make some sort of conversation.
I enjoy it. The fact that he actually remembers me...and is just simply friendly.
:)
So as i was standing at the bus stop...waiting for my bus,sipping on my half cold,dark cherry mocha...i was just thinking about things and people,as i do.
And then it hit me. We love people for their characteristics...funny,beautiful,caring,polite...etc
But that's not true love...because someone could be really funny, but be very selfish...and then you wouldnt like them. I know i wouldnt.
But that's not the point.
The point is...that true love is falling for people's imperfections.
It's liking the little things...like their clumsiness...them always being late...lack of cooking skills.
The way they walk,bad jokes...
Yes you might find it annoying,but if you're willing to put up with it...it means you care enough about that person.
And eventually you find that you wouldnt want them any other way.
xox