Happy Valentine's Day!

Yes,already!

I'm very sorry i haven't been on in so long.

Updates:

Paris was amazing. It's really the city of love. It didn't do me much good, except it just gave me time off. When i came back things took turn for worse.

So yeah,those few weeks weren't the best.

Then school started. And everything seemed to be better. All them lovely people made me smile in one way or other.

Some more,than others ;)

Sooo...on the subject of love.

(Since it's Valentine's day.)

What is love?

I'm always gonna philosophise about it...

Love is just a bunch of feelings.

I think that true love is falling in love with someone's imperfections.

Its not saying "Oh i love him because he has beautiful eyes" or "because he's hot"

Love is being able to say "I love the way he always fixes his hair" or "The way she's always late" or "His bad jokes"

It's something unique that attracts You and no one else.

Well i stayed in today. And watched Juno. I kind of hoped someone would make my day, even with the littlest of things,but no. So now I'm just a little disappointed?

Juno is a great movie. But it makes you wonder where are boys like Paulie Bleeker in real life?

It's like boys nowadays, are soooo...closed up? The ones that aren't are just sleazebags who think they're gonna turn you on with a few compliments...

And i know i know...the fear of rejection gets to us all.

But how long can you just hide your feelings?

It's unhealthy. And now i just feel like...

Wait no. I just had this thought of telling the person i like, that i do. And it just didn't seem too right. More like awkward. Especially if he doesn't feel the same way...and then I'd have to see him day and day after and avoid him as much as possible.

Wow...that makes sense. That's why people don't share they're feelings...

To avoid awkwardness after. Right.

It still pisses me off though, but you have to do what you have to do eh?

At the end of the day, I love feeling the way I do.

I just hope he does too...