Yes?

I was just looking out the window...at the grey sky,the wet pavement and the trees fighting the wind.

When an idea came to me...

This weather is probably making everyone feel miserable at the moment.

So why not try and make them smile,at least for a minute?:)

Im starting this thing..."Smile :) because..."

And im going to try and come up with positive things to cheer people up and to let them know someone's thinking about them...

I know it probably sounds real silly,but i'll see how it goes.

Wish me luck,i could be on to something good :D

xox

Thursdays are blue.

You know when you feel sick,because of something that your mind can't handle...?



I haven't been on this a while. I waste my life away doing nothing,not even this.


Lately:
-I've gotten better at guitar,and it makes me happy.
-I've found a lovely book (or should i say it found me?) It made me think about things.
It's about a guy,who as he would say it: "I am an Alcoholic, a drug Addict, a Criminal"
It's the most amazing book ever. It's not one of them "drugs are bad for you" books.
It's a totally different perspective. I can't get enough of his open mind. I wish everyone was like that. It would make life so much easier,if everyone said what they wanted to say.

-I've lost hope in ever getting the guy i want...it's usually the ones that i don't like that throw themselves at me.
He couldn't care less about me...



-I've never been sure about what i want to do in college...but since reading that book, Im considering following my dream and seeing how it works out for me.
Psychology,philosophy,sociology...?
There's nothing more fascinating to me than a person's mind.
Their feelings,their problems,their life...



*I always listen to Bon Iver when im upset...(his voice just calms me down)
As im doing so now...i really dont know how im supposed to be feeling at the moment. I dont want to think about anything.




I hope you're happy.
Cause that's all that matters to me.